When January came around and the night before my sewing class, I went into Self Sabotage mode! I couldn't rest and didn't want to go, I felt ill and had decided that I was sick and not able to make the course!!
I decided to write down what was going on inside my head to beat this as I really wanted to learn to sew and make dresses but at the same time, I really didn't want to leave the house and have to meet new people and show myself up......
So the following is what I wrote, I'm not entirely sure why I'm sharing THIS with the world, but it helped me. So if I can help just 1 person overcome their fears of trying something new then it's worth it!
I wrote what was worrying me, how I could deal with each issue, and then the bottom couple of lines are what I wrote 6 weeks in!
I loved my course, my tutor showed me how to read patterns, use a sewing machine and make a simple vogue dress. I love my dress.
With my new found confidence in my sewing machine, I made a top from an existing item of clothing, tote bags and a top from a pattern, but what I'd been working on for months, a little each day first thing in the morning before work, was my TARDIS Dress.
I made it!!!! I persevered. I nearly gave up on the Corset a couple of times, I nearly gave up on the whole dress, but I didn't. I took a break for about a week then got on with those awful eyelets!
I pushed my issues to one side for one day and I wore my fantastic new TARDIS dress to London's Film and ComiCon convention - the year of the Doctors!!
I'm very proud of myself.
I made that!
You really can accomplish anything you set your mind to.
Oh, and Matt Smith said he liked it too!!!
i feel so mega proud of you too! So often it is ourselves that is our biggest enemy when we are filled with self-doubt. I will remember you and THAT AMAZING dress next time i feel afraid of doing something new. I've showed just about everyone your dress on instagram. Next year you will need to take orders to make a tardis dress for everyone else who wants one - i will be first in line!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for your words of encouragement Rebecca. I think being a perfectionist has helped with reading the pattern. I do love my dress and shall be wearing it at every opportunity.
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